“One of the occupational hazards for those of us in ministry is that it can become hard to distinguish between the times when we are ‘on’ and working for God and times when we can just be with God for our own soul’s sake. We might notice that Scripture has been reduced to a textbook or a tool for ministry rather than an intimate personal communication from God to us. Perhaps prayer has become an exhausting round of different kinds of mental activity or a public display of our spiritual prowess. When we repress what is real in our lives and just keep soldiering on, we get weary from holding it in and eventually it leaks out in ways that are damaging to ourselves and to others. Times of extended retreat give us a chance to come home to ourselves in God’s presence and to be with God with what is true about us in utter privacy. This is important for us and for those we serve. …on retreat there is time and space to attend to what is real in our own lives—to celebrate the joys, grieve the losses, shed tears, sit with the questions, feel anger, attend to loneliness—and allow God to be with us in those places. These are not times for problem solving because not everything can be solved. On retreat we rest ourselves in God and wait on him to do what is needed and we return to the battle with fresh energy and keen insight.” Ruth Hayley Barton
“My soul thirsts for you;
my whole body longs for you
in this parched and weary land
where there is no water.”
Moving From the Head to the Heart
- Are you living/working “for God” without spending time “with God?”
- Are you emotionally and spiritually exhausted? …running on fumes? …ready to melt down, blow up or burn out?
- Are you living/ministering out of a place of emptiness? … “a parched and weary land?”
- If your answers are “yes” to these questions, you’re in a very dangerous place. Can you make some changes? If not, what does that mean?
Abba, may my life and ministry flow out of a cultivated intimacy with you. Only you can do what needs to be done.
For more: Sacred Rhythms by Ruth Haley Barton
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“I practice daily what I believe; everything else is religious talk.”